Everytime some1 asks me in which religion I believe, my answer would always be: ‘I’m Buddhist’. It wasn’t my choice, I was born in a Buddhist family, and I accepted it. Having grown up in a Christian country, it’s happened to me to think, if I was born in a Christian family, I would have been a Christian without any problem. But… if I have had to choose one religion without any influences, which one I’d have chosen? My answer is I dunno. It’s not an easy choice, thinking abt it, I found all the religions in this world are so similar to each other. Every religion preaches ‘the good’, the ‘what should u do’ and ‘what u shouldn’t do’, not an easy choice. My only certainty is that I have to choose one, I cannot be atheist. I need to ‘believe’, to believe in some superior entity that guide my actions, that guide my life, that can give me hope, whatever happens.

et voilà!

Time flies, nearly 2 years passed since my last post here! Looks like yesterday…. So many thing happened, so many things passed away without I could have the time to realized it. When everything looked so perfect, so happily perfect, so incredibly perfect, to make u think ‘how can it all be so perfect?’…. like a bolt from the blue, all this perfection is gone, and everything become worse than before. ‘Fragile as happiness’, I was skeptic abt this saying, or better, I didn’t want to believe it, but now I do, I have to.

Well, it’s life, when one person told me that I will pay many tears in life, that person knew what he was saying :)

It’s not easy when what u lose is what u consider the meaning of ur life… but we’ve to go on. Set new goals. Open ur mind, open ur heart. :)