domenica 1 aprile 2012
SOmetimes it happens to me to feel lonely, to need company, someone to confide with. But looking around, I cannot see anyone. Years spent to reach a goal, neglecting lot of things, missing lots of opportunities. "The best years of your life", is it true that are already passed? I hope not, hoping it's not just a hope. Have I achieved what I want? Someone say yes, someone shaking their heads seems to show their compassion.
Cannot give up, just look ahead and go on. Don't worry, be happy!
sabato 6 agosto 2011
Everytime some1 asks me in which religion I believe, my answer would always be: ‘I’m Buddhist’. It wasn’t my choice, I was born in a Buddhist family, and I accepted it. Having grown up in a Christian country, it’s happened to me to think, if I was born in a Christian family, I would have been a Christian without any problem. But… if I have had to choose one religion without any influences, which one I’d have chosen? My answer is I dunno. It’s not an easy choice, thinking abt it, I found all the religions in this world are so similar to each other. Every religion preaches ‘the good’, the ‘what should u do’ and ‘what u shouldn’t do’, not an easy choice. My only certainty is that I have to choose one, I cannot be atheist. I need to ‘believe’, to believe in some superior entity that guide my actions, that guide my life, that can give me hope, whatever happens.
venerdì 5 agosto 2011
Time flies, nearly 2 years passed since my last post here! Looks like yesterday…. So many thing happened, so many things passed away without I could have the time to realized it. When everything looked so perfect, so happily perfect, so incredibly perfect, to make u think ‘how can it all be so perfect?’…. like a bolt from the blue, all this perfection is gone, and everything become worse than before. ‘Fragile as happiness’, I was skeptic abt this saying, or better, I didn’t want to believe it, but now I do, I have to.
Well, it’s life, when one person told me that I will pay many tears in life, that person knew what he was saying :)
It’s not easy when what u lose is what u consider the meaning of ur life… but we’ve to go on. Set new goals. Open ur mind, open ur heart. :)
sabato 28 novembre 2009
on Friday I worked non-stop for 13 hours.... but when I came back home I didn't feel tired at all, cuz I'm doing what I chose to do in my life, I love it and I'm even paid to do what I like! very happy and satisfied abt this! ^o^
And... yeah, nearly forgot! Here's our new forum:
guess what it is abt... :P Remember to visit!
sabato 25 aprile 2009
haha! you would say: "This is called depression". No, don't think so. I should know what depression is, and I'd do my best to avoid it.
I still have too many things to do. I cannot give up. I'm in a very important point of my life, I cannot afford such a luxury. Maybe sometimes I'm overwhelmed by what is called responsibility, maybe I'm not ready yet to face such a great challenge, a challenge like LIFE.
Face the world, face the people. I used to think that some kind of people can exist only in the imagination of writers, to make movies or novels more interesting. I was wrong. There's nothing more interesting than everyday life. Well, to be not so pessimistic, one should state that having to do with so many "characters"(because the term "people" is too ordinary, does not match with them), you will never be bored! hehe...